"You don't need friends to prove you're lonely."

In less than a month I have lost faith, in many things.
I have lost a former best friend/lover for good, to marriage, marital bliss - whatever he calls it.
I have lost
a best friend to something I can't even quite grasp, much want to confront.

People tend to forget the good I do, the good I try to do - and the world keeps throwing me the same shit-spawned assholes, just in different guises. And I'm sick of giving in and taking it.

I don't need friends to prove I'm lonely. I don't need to try to make people feel better about their worth/place in the world. I am tired of mothering enough confidence in them to leave me.